christmas once more

realised i haven't blogged for a very long time. perhaps the same amount of time i've been confined on an island called tekong.

today in quite of a rush since i have to book in tonight. the whole december/jan timetable for BMTC school 1 is rather screwed up, resulting in alot of weekends burnt and me not being able to keep my appointments with my friends. terrible.

overall i wouldn't grade this christmas as fantastic nor terrible, since it dosen't feel like its actually here. you can't penalised whats not there right? haha.

tekong has been hectic, busy, crazy, screwed up and everything else. yet they may be a silver lining to that, because it limits me from thinking about too much of any otherthing else. its like.. the recruits, what they do, their screw ups, and all the other shit they caused us can totally shag me out in one day. how im apologetic for my previous sergeants when i was a recruit. oh wait, i shouldn't have been any problem at all. ha.

didn't get to meet up with the swimmers this christmas. quite a pity.. haven't seen them in AGES. don't worry jon i'll meet up with you at least once more before you enlist next year. haha. well well.. hopefully will get to meet the swimmers soon.

i feel im sort of losing my social life.. haven't went out with anyone for ages. blame the screwed up bmt system.. but i've sort of gotten over it. my schedule just needs to be tweaked and changed to suit that problem.

as for now. its back to basics once more. booking in tonight. for some change of command shit.
bye.



sometimes i feel like im avoiding you. i cant help it.